18 - she/they - in recov but not happily

Joined November 2024
i don’t know when i started eating like this but recently i realized that i don’t really need to eat every part of my food i can just eat the parts i enjoy and well wouldnt you know eating is more fun
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just straight up pulling shit apart and diggijgnin my butt
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i do feel my grip on reality slipping as the days go by and im not good at reaching out so i’ll just slip into obscurity and just become someone you only know by proxy
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what’s ur weirdest trigger because mine is my natural hair color every time i see it i think about how much cuter it’d look if i were really skinny
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manic posting will forever make me want to kill myself
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when i bring something up and they say “yeah everyone does that” but i actually do it in a completely different way that only i do it in
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i used to have panic attacks like daily actually when i had my old account because i had really bad moral ocd and kept arguing with people and when i got banned i was sad for about two minutes, then realized it was my way out 🥹 i miss a few of my oomfs though
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the second cut within the cut nerfing my credibility
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PERSONALLY I view cutting myself as the last option when i cant regulate myself lol kind of like a “hey bro, actual pain exists so you don’t need to freak out” so usually one is enough
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i actually used to have a big edtwt account but it got banned so i took it as a sign and recovered but i still enjoy posting my body so here’s what it looked like when i was banned vs now
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this is honestly more about stressloss than weightloss. you can tell how much my body has relaxed, and i have lost maybe 5lbs since then because i had been in a terrible binge and restrict cycle and my body naturally maintains a little below that
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when the issue gets resolved but you lowkey already cut yourself over it
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it’s okay i don’t do it often so it’s fun to look at the blood sometimes
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woah this banged!!! follow me for less i do not post often
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the last time i did mushrooms genuinely changed my brain forever and i think if i ever do them again i will develop schizophrenia
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LMAO the bait
Replying to @frizzxn
ok you guys are getting out of hand 😭😭 i tweeted this as a joke. i thought this was funny! she’s not even fat, just a little chubby, and i played it up because i wanted views. i have zero problem with the girl, she’s sweet
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i literally don’t even have an eating disorder because those are mental disorders and i have no problem with eating food i just dont want to. it just doesn’t interest me for like 16 hours of the day
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these fit me exactly perfectly the other day but i haven’t lost any weight
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Man fuck my baka chud life I wanna be small
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