i don’t know when i started eating like this but recently i realized that i don’t really need to eat every part of my food i can just eat the parts i enjoy and well wouldnt you know eating is more fun
i do feel my grip on reality slipping as the days go by and im not good at reaching out so i’ll just slip into obscurity and just become someone you only know by proxy
what’s ur weirdest trigger because mine is my natural hair color every time i see it i think about how much cuter it’d look if i were really skinny
when i bring something up and they say “yeah everyone does that” but i actually do it in a completely different way that only i do it in
i used to have panic attacks like daily actually when i had my old account because i had really bad moral ocd and kept arguing with people and when i got banned i was sad for about two minutes, then realized it was my way out 🥹 i miss a few of my oomfs though
i actually used to have a big edtwt account but it got banned so i took it as a sign and recovered but i still enjoy posting my body so here’s what it looked like when i was banned vs now
the last time i did mushrooms genuinely changed my brain forever and i think if i ever do them again i will develop schizophrenia
i literally don’t even have an eating disorder because those are mental disorders and i have no problem with eating food
i just dont want to. it just doesn’t interest me for like 16 hours of the day













