• avid proponent of harm reduction • • MINORS DNF • ifb (policy being revised) • • restriction, vent, nsfw, 💊, bpd • • cw: 148.4lbs • cgw: 145lbs • 5'4" •
he/him | 23 y/o
Joined March 2021
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Oh also update, FP ghosted me a while ago.
Stopped replying to snaps, so I texted him asking for direct verbal communication that he's no longer interested. A few hours later I'm blocked on snap.
I hate it when I give people an easy out and they still go the ghosting route
I need to stop laying in "comfortable" positions because the second I get up, I'm in agony.
In my "sitting in uncomfortable but technically ergonomic positions" era
Ok so if I wanna stop skin picking, I think I need a clean slate to start with.
As such, I will be removing half an inch of skin from my upper back and shoulders. It will be perfect. And smooth. And unblemished.
My FP seems to be in another phase of disinterest in me, yay, this totally won't have negative impacts on my mental health
Seeking a sugar parent but it's actually just someone who wants to buy me endless supply of pimple patches and various bandage supplies so I stop destroying my flesh suit at every minor inconvenience.
I think it's just easier for me to believe I'm worth something if it's in relation to sex/kink than in relation to like, platonic or romantic connection
When posting my nudes on [other platform] simultaneously makes me hate my body less and hate my body more :/
There's no winning. None.
Made tiramisu last night cause it's my father's birthday today and FUCK I do not need to be consuming all this high fat dairy. I do not need it.
I'm in like, a dissociative depressive episode while also hypersexual...
#nothavingfun
Finally went to the dr to get my back pain checked out. Bro was infuriating as always, but at least we're running some tests to look into autoimmune stuff & I got a referral to a chiropractor, so we'll see
My new thing is mixing NA Asahi with monster.
It's basically DIY 0% sours with the added bonus of caffeine :3
Idek what my account here is at this point? Like I don't really post aside from the occasional "hey I'm alive" thing and then whatever else is on my mind when I do those updates
brick: mostly inactive (-12/15.4lbs) retweeted
main account is back! if you’re not already following me at @cupcakes4cals, do it now! I’ll be over there unless my account gets sussed again 🖤
Somehow wound up chatting (read: sexting) with my ex again? Not ready to have a casual connection in person yet but virtually is fun.
My social battery has like,, 80% less capacity than it used to.
Putting effort into doing the social stuff again but UGH
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