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Melizerotonin

@melizerotonin

I am talking about my depression, trauma and rant. 33, pan, she/her Main account: @forfanfiction MDNI Feel free to be a mess with me

Joined December 2021
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Hi, I am Meli This is an account where I write about my inner demons, thoughts, fears and daily anxieties. You are welcome to stay and talk with me. Maybe we can help each other. Maybe we can just cry with each other. However, please be careful.
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Me has problems to bound deeply because of trauma. Tries for my ex and shows love and affection. Gets accused of love bombing and manipulation. Yeah, I guess I am not doing this anymore.
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How do you "unmiss" someone? My heart hurts so much This sucks
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🔞 Nef@nefsferaatu27 Oct 2022
KOLBU Page 147! Fun fact: I have consistently forgotten for nearly 3 years, to draw the tattoos on the Murkuri who have them 🙃 (Also there is a chance of no page next week, I got sick and now I'm very behind) Link to read it free and in full in my bio <3
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Well Fuck I miss you
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Let it hurt for a while then let it go💕
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I am always surprised that some feelings can level up. Like, what will happen when I level up my low selfesteem, selfhate or depression /even more/? Can I level up to some kind of underworld goddess? If yes, I don't wanna Just let me live my fucking life without wanting to die
Something I realized after my last break ups (yes plural, Ik, I suck): If people say they would fight for your relationship or never give you up, they mean they gonna respect your decision and move on with their life. I am not worth fighting for and I have the feeling people
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are relieved to not have me in their life anymore. I get it tho, I am a mess and exhausting.
My inability to stay together with someone I love Holy fudge Am I just /that/ damaged or should I just not be in a relationship?
It is interesting seeing people live their life without you, after they assured you, you are part of it and they love you only to erase you totally out of it.
Today we would have been together for half a year. I still miss you
I miss you and hate it
After a break up (mutual or not) our brain needs some time to not relate things with memories of the former partner. And that takes way too long time, in my opinion. For example: I just cried over a cinnamon roll I was eating because it reminded me of the one time my ex
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showed me a picture of her freshly bought cinnamon rolls. Has anyone ever had to cry over a cinnamon roll? Nobody should cry over cinnamon rolls, it should be against the law. Stupid brain Stupid heart Get ya shit together. #breakup #cinnamonroll #Sad
The times I wish for you to be well and safe and the times I hope you feel broken without me
The moment I think of you while forgetting you left me and then the realization that we are not "we" anymore.
たゆたう渚 #ホテイアオイ
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