I'm at a weird place in life. My younger self was way more social and kept in touch with people I love. My current self is super introverted and don't really talk to people I love a lot but I still love them though. People probably be thinking ion fuck with them or I'm mad at them or something but that's not the case. I just be at peace when I'm closed off. I can interact on social media and shit because it's through a screen and I still have that space to be introverted but outside of social media I'm super closed off and don't even understand why myself. Maybe one day I'll come out of this shit or maybe not but It's all love either way.