" you have no one else ? "
she again was still standing in front of her.
obviously she was talking about herself.
she didn't think it silly for them to be together ,
she would've done it easy with Elliot if he didn't leave her .
but
here she was again,
making it +
This Post is from an account that no longer exists. Learn more
" you're asking me that?
the one whose had people abandon her multiple times , even Elliot left me without a good bye and that hurt me the most. or ones I've gotten close to in that sense have been killed.
who says I like being alone too ?
you don't have to go to him -
This Post is from an account that no longer exists. Learn more
" just a silly thought ,
but deep down I know you're still thinking about it . .
and you wonder why your trust issues are high . . because he keeps getting away with shit ."
she says while folding her arms against his chest .
This Post is from an account that no longer exists. Learn more
my girl?
that was a new one ,
especially coming from her .
her eyes stayed on Alexs hand ,
giving a small smile ,
something she rarely did any more.
her walls were all the way up since Elliot left .
so they better not take her from her again.
she chewed on her lower lip ,.cheeks flushed at the last comment.
she has always wanted that.
at least with her .
her and Elliot were some of the most important people in her life . and to be with either one was a great honor to her .
" of - of course I do "
she said quietly.
her eyes fall down on Alex's hand on her own,
she missed Elliot,
more then anyone knew .
her thumbs twiddle together as she listened to her speak. her voice sounding small and vulnerable.
" what if we work,
will they still make you leave? "
she asks quietly.
she's listening to her speak,
she might have a point,
but they could work it out.
" well,
that's their loss . . "
and what if it works out ?
This Post is from an account that no longer exists. Learn more
that part is true,
she was one of the main ones who came back.
Elliot leaving will always leave a scar.
she still thinks about him, way too much.
but Alex always some how finds her way back.
" but,
what if they make you leave me again? "
it's not that she's a woman,
it has nothing to do with that .
" I'm just ,
I'm used to people leaving me.
I'm used to people leaving without a word , and I often wonder if it's me . . "
she says quietly ,
her hands fold together as she sits before Alex .
" I can't . . .
it's just . . .
it's hard you know ? "
she . .
she knew she liked Alex .
she struggled with emotions ,.she struggled showing anything , because people have left her .
what happens if she says what she feels now?
she's going to simply fold her arms against her chest and merely raise a brow.
" who says you have to be with a man ?
why be with one when you can just eat him instead ."
This Post is from an account that no longer exists. Learn more
why go back to that piece of shit who missed each child's birthday ,
who missed their graduation,
when you have other ,
better options ?
This Post is from an account that no longer exists. Learn more