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18, mpd (npd/aspd traits) p-frag pdid || no repost/use they/it only, pro-c and minors dni don't make sexual comments towards me please (yes, even under my art)

Joined October 2025
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hi i'll do an intro here call me whatever you want this is a vent account anyways, you might see sensitive content but it's spoilered and tagged by default so you can just scroll lolisho preferably don't follow? i'm not one to bug people over art but it personally freaks me out
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unfortunately i am far mentally worse than i let on but please do not pity me but instead celebrate the moment i can actually afford to see a therapist. anti-depressants don't work for me cause they're emotional muzzles so maybe a coping method that doesn't involve masking works
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Yall unless someone is -Actively scamming people -A predator/abuser who is still actively attending events in the community There is no need for a call out post. If you have beef, work it out like adults. If someone has a kink you don’t like, just look the other damn way
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i can't wait for a scientist plushie so i can make them and cook fuck on my chair
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dm me for it i know the fandom's probably dead there but i fucking hate posting here you have no idea
twitter's ui updated in real time what the fuck is this bro 😭😭😭😭😭 fuck this man i'm moving to baraag just wait a couple weeks for the thing to approve
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I don't like how y'all took the phrase "taking accountability" and turned it into a completely knew thing where you witchunt someone even after they've apologized and left or gone on hiatus. That's not taking accountability, that's fucking harassment.
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genuinely makes me livid that they can't see past their dysphoria for 1 second to realize that a trans guy being forcibly detransitioned by having his E levels go up 100x their normal range + having to stop T for 9 months all while being at the mercy of abortion laws is bad maybe
In case anyone thinks I'm lying:
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//noncon, suggestive #2
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// sexual masochism, consensual but not safe or sane for either parties vent art what else to say. i want it all to stop
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i hate having npd i hate having aspd i hate having these stupid fucking mental disorders i hate being incapable of being attracted to people and still feeling arousal i hate this and i hate it but i don't hate being alive. i love being alive i just wish it wasn't miserable
you'll never make it in this world without being kind in some extent and that's okay. even if it pains me dearly that i am afraid of being accepted or being an outlier in a place i feel i don't belong
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i want to make it somewhere in this world and making a dent in it and making a difference and spreading my messages for other people to hear but i am so scared. why is the stigma against psychosexual disorders this bad i didn't ask to be this way i didn't ask to be raped at 4
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you'll never make it in this world without being kind in some extent and that's okay. even if it pains me dearly that i am afraid of being accepted or being an outlier in a place i feel i don't belong
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Ah yes because when I use a vibrator im suddenly sexually attracted to the vibrator
Being horny means you have sexual desire which means you aren’t asexual, you have been raped by the internet into believing you have to create an identity that you pretend is oppressed to validate your existence as an individual
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i lowkey care more about sub/dom dynamics more than i do top/bottom
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bonus points if they freak out like this towards cook even though cook is decades older than guard
guard having pocd but instead of them being avoidant of younger beans or wanting to snap their back over looking at them wrong they straight up start yelling/grabbing at them and insisting they're a predator to scare them off
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snail courting 😢😢😢😢 so romantic
none of my nsfw art is how i think they get their spawn because i fear the way i see them actually reproduce are like snails 🥹 they will cuddle each other for hours before exchanging their reproductive material
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guard having pocd but instead of them being avoidant of younger beans or wanting to snap their back over looking at them wrong they straight up start yelling/grabbing at them and insisting they're a predator to scare them off
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would give out my ao3 but it's literally all vent works it's all just filthy and disgusting vents that i'd probably be gutted alive over
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START COURTING
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i feel so awful about this whenever it happens cause i know i don't have the same passion towards someone's ocs over comfort characters i'm already used to drawing, which is why i don't open commissions anymore 😭😭😭 i'll be freelancing in the animation industry instead
Have you ever commissioned someone and received a piece that just kinda seemed.. much lower quality than the art they normally do? I’m always afraid I’ll make a commissioner feel that way. Doesn’t feel good. ITS ONLY HAPPENED LIKE ONCE OR TWICE TO ME THO
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The visceral disgusted and offended reaction everyone’s having about the two lambs is exactly the point; it makes you see their innocent love the same way the church does.
Art I got called satanic for:
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