Ever the mess, she persisted. I like animals more than people & everything is too loud.

Camarillo, CA
Joined June 2009
job seekers are really in hell right now
45
i don’t think i’ll last much longer
1
60
manderlyns retweeted
You’re unable to view this Post because this account owner limits who can view their Posts. Learn more
77
32,082
176
162,761
3,439,491
I would like for this to mean that Sia has three different children that are all named Somersault. I know this is not the reality. but there is so much I don’t like about this reality. would you really begrudge me the chance to build a new one? A better one? with 3 somersaults?
Sia welcomed her third child named Somersault last year, PEOPLE reports.
3
781
11
21,165
606,167
i’ve been terrible at this due to barely surviving my own shit & i hate that so much
38
manderlyns retweeted
2
1,897
79
6,095
178,397
why does the machine in the hospital room beep loudly if your heart rate drops below 50 for an extended period of time and apple watch sends you alerts for the same thing (30s/40s is where i’ve been) but i ask a doctor and she says “meh it’s fine”
77
manderlyns retweeted
Friends. Having actual friends. Not familiar acquaintances or online mutuals. Real Friends. One of the best hacks for a fulfilling life.
What is a luxury that most people don’t realise is a luxury
75
17,826
487
84,936
2,907,413
manderlyns retweeted
best thing i’ve done for both my writing & my mental health is keep an “every day is all there is” journal. recording the small moments that build an entire life reminds me to cherish pastries, sunsets, birdsong, compliments from strangers, & even bad things because they do end
4
374
30
3,575
54,564
“so sorry for the delay, i’m great! how have you been??” -me in the ER finally responding to messages
1
1
43
loveless stabs my heart every time
when it hurts so bad you bring out this combo.
65
in so much nerve(?) pain, haven’t slept in days, now searching reviews on nearby emergency rooms to decide whether or not to go & try to choose one that won’t fuck me, i love our healthcare system
1
3
52
Educational Post
5
138
6
556
31,845
cPTSD isn’t from one traumatic moment that tipped a person over to an unhealthy place. It’s the lack of a foundation and resources that could sustain a person living with the constant unknowns of new trauma.
15
184
7
1,201
30,469
i romanticize things i shouldn’t
2
36
No amount of daylight can save me
9
1,688
31
7,030
252,173
love already being in the middle of full heave sobbing when an earthquake hits
1
249
Hey you. Person rebuilding your life from the ground up in trauma or addiction recovery, who is having a moment tonight where you wonder or doubt if anyone cares. I do. We, the recovery community, do. We want you & respect you & believe in you. Don’t let nighttime freak you out.
47
159
6
1,445
28,791
This is what it feels like when someone posts a gross pic of me on their story
84
19,749
300
277,923
4,119,888