HAPPY NEW YEARS everyone. This is a bittersweet new years as it will be my last one. 2025 will be a year of lasts. I've accepted it and I will see how long I can hold out.
Feels like someone reached down my throat and ripped my guts out. My trust in people is gone. Reminds me of the song Love Stinks.
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49 years ago today the Edmund Fitzgerald sank
Surgery was successful. Now it's time for the healing. Got to see my hip that they removed. It's was amazing to see the damage that my hip was. It's unbelievable that I could even walk with how bad it was. 6 weeks healing then right hip gets replaced.
Road trip to Regina coming.
Back from hospital, had a heart attack during the night. Loads of pain. Heavily medicated right now, forgot how much morphine kills pain
I am alright, it was a mild one, hate to feel a major one would feel like.
This literally sucks. My birthday is today, what did I do, nothing. I am in so much pain today if you asked me to rate it 1 to ten, I'm at 100 and climbing. Dam I wish pain killers worked on me.
I'm getting real tired of being in pain 24/7.
39 years from today, humans make first contact with the Vulcans at Bozeman, Montana. It will become known as First Contact
Surgery is canceled again. Living 2 years in debilitating pain. Unable to barely walk. My body is working against me. I've now lost 100 pounds, my blood sugar is near perfect. FUCK IT, this weekend I'm eating whatever I dam well want, BRING ME CHOCOLATE AND DONUTS WITH A PEPSI
So, since I have been able to save up some money cause I'm not paying for someone's drug habit, time for a vacation in either Saskatoon or regina and splurge for a good time for myself.








