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lurker on shedtwt, not new… very inactive….. highk in recov ok…im doing well

16, she/her
Joined September 2025
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i feel guilty whenever i open edtwt because im getting (subconsciously? but continually) better but most people are not and it makes me mad at myself irrationally for being happy when my mutuals still have an ed and im so sad i wish everyone can be happy i want you all to behappy
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edtwt is so foreign , it feels so weird. instead of going on edtwt, i just open a book..,it js happened 1 day, how i stopped relying on edtwt whenever i was bored/sad. part of me is so relieved im not in pain all day but that small sliver of me is so mad at me for living normally
i havent been on here a lot recently and usually i interact a lot but i havent the last 2ish weeks okay. im just trying to be okay with food if anyone cares
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i havent been on here a lot recently and usually i interact a lot but i havent the last 2ish weeks okay. im just trying to be okay with food if anyone cares
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pumpkin cookies they taste better than they look 😭 > recipe, cals, macro in alt
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pumpkin dessert bowl w/ a peanut butter core (314cals wo toppings) > recipe & macros in alt
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