is anyone from the former ******* fandom willing to converse…?
i know it has been over a year, but personally my coping mechanism was shutting down & mentally not processing anything for months.
now that i am in a place of allowing myself to think about things i have been(🧵)
then finding out all the awful things that had happened before and during the time you stanned them.. and just completely letting go of this relationship that you had convinced yourself was an extremely important and genuine pillar of your life.
thought i would emerge from my 1 year hiatus to announce how old i’ve become. can’t say i’m too thrilled but here goes my 20s!
my twitter bestie of 3 yrs is graduating tn & i’m so proud 🥲(we’re so old??😭) i love u so much rai! i hope 1 day we can take a selfie that isn’t thru multiple screens, 4 thousand miles, & looks like it was taken on a microwave. i know you’re gonna do great things <3 @aloha__cmb
in case any one was wondering- watching a celebrity’s every move, nit-picking their lives and learning every detail about them because you hate them is just as parasocial of a relationship as loving celebs. you are not special, or different… besides being more unpleasant
when i was like 8 i walked out of a stall in a bathroom and a lady told me “you know, there is a way to tinkle quietly” and i still think about that to this day
plain nuts literally taste like im eating the ground i cannot bring myself to pretend i am enjoy this










