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it would be pretty fuckin’ hypocritical. you don’t know that shit till you lived it.

*i don’t care what you did. even if you had wanted to do it.

me, too. sometimes from the same people.

?

what did you even ever do?

you’re different than me. somebody made you that way.

it is. everyone says it.

( biting his tongue ) it’s got to be because of us.

it sucks bad. i don’t think i ever was good for anybody. not once.

i am. i wish i never met him. or anybody.

The entity stares . it is quiet. but when one looks at a mirror, does their reflection ever lie ? no . and neither does it . “ you look — ( * human ) . well-structured facade , even. if I may add . ” humming the tune again . . . “ Vile is such a harsh word... ”

i feel so fuckin’ stupid.

“ I know monsters well . ” a little pause as he tilts his head again to the other side . “ . . . mm' — you don't look like one. ” swirling around the glass like a fish . the entity's curious .

you will when it adds up.

i don’t have the best track record for that.

Hey. No Rush, mon coeur. (*he laughs a bit) It will happen. But why was he so curious?

Well. Most people just feel a bit nervous. In my first kiss i was a but buzzed. And you, my friend, is a handsome man. You will find someone who will wish to share a kiss

ㅤ ㅤ I'm so proud . ㅤ ㅤ

Oh dont tell me you are scared? (*he asked with a chuckle )