Bikin peraturan untuk diri sendiri:
"Hanya boleh masuk rumah, setelah list pekerjaan hari ini selesai. Silakan mengerjakan di teras tempat biasa kerja."
Realitanya: Masuk rumah jam 02.20 pagi dooong 馃槶馃槶馃槶
Bikin aturan sendiri, nyusahin diri sendiri...
Rekor tiga kali ngedodge peluru gas air mata yang ngarah ke kepala. Alhamdulillah masih dikasih selamet pulang dari motret aksi.
((Me and exhibtion deadline))
H-2 weeks: no, I'm tired to submit the open call this year.
H-2 days: maybe I'll submit one form only...
H-2 hours: faklah, submit 7 artwork wkwk 馃槀馃槀馃槀
Sobbing before stand over the praying mat. Not because feeling sad or whine to beg. But because of feeling shame for coming when only something is needed. 馃樁鈥嶐煂笍
Evening drive under the heavy rain storm. Altough the weather was cold, but the conversation sparks the fire between the person next to me and I. Good things inevitably comes as long as the hardwork is consistent.
Nothing need to regret, providence will never be excahanged.
21 hours of standing by in front of the laptop to meet the proposal deadline, until receiving an announcement that the deadline was postponed for another 18 days when it was ready to be submitted. 馃槶馃槶馃槶
"Adab lebih tinggi daripada ilmu" diwartakan dari belakang mimbar, terhantar dengan pongah terhadap kedangkalan dan sembarang pikirannya.
Sedih karena tergeletaknya di pinggir jalan, semestinya bisa geletakan aja di rumah. Masih idup kok, cuma tidur aja tadi. Hehe.
