almost made it to a month, but couldn’t take these last 9 hours… yesterday was social hell and today everyone needs something from me non-stop too
so this is just how it’s gonna be? it’s really either you die of complications, or you live in a body that you don’t recognize in the mirror? unable to undress in front of someone, unable to undress in front of yourself?
bliss retweeted
you ever look at an old photo and realize that version of you had no idea what was about to happen next
i must have died when i attempted as a teenager and all the following years are either a bad dream or literal hell
i feel like i’m very well past the point of no return, it’s ugly: throat and chest constantly in pain, can’t stand up some days, mind not working right













