I really don’t understand why people can’t just mind their own fucking business. I was waiting outside for a food delivery and this punk ass college student that was drunk poked fun at me because of my weight. 2026 and people be still doing that shit.
I haven’t been this irritated in existence in a while. I’ve had nothing but a bitchy mood today and it’s not breaking even if the day is over. Anything today has just made me mad.
This flip is the most important thing in beginning to heal this country. We have a long way to go still but we are finally moving in the right direction.
With my new phone, it allows me to have a slideshow of all the pics I have in my phone and I keep coming up to pics from San Diego and it just makes me sad I can’t make it this year because of my health. I hope for an improvement for 2027 so I can travel again.
Cried for nearly an hour tonight. Had a good run of just feeling meh. Now I’m just waiting for the inevitable mudslide of emotion to muck things up further and take me right into seasonal depression smothering my normal depression. Can only fake it so long.
Got a new series. It’s called “Empty Space” where I showcase what my brain contains when I stare off into the void, completely empty of any thoughts. Today’s submission:
Well not going to work today because sleeping 1 mm in the wrong position equals losing my ability to move.
Gotta love seeing a large sum of money instantly disappear from my checking account when it’s something I actually want to pay for. It means delivery will soon be on the horizon.
I ended up upgrading to the iPhone 18 Pro Max through my carrier. The color I selected is on back order so I have to wait a little longer than normal before I get it. It’s fine. I waited 5 years to upgrade. That’s like a 1,000 years in technology time. 🤣🤣🤣
I cried for like 30 minutes straight. That’s only because my bank account yelled at me for spending so much money to upgrade my phone to the newest iPhone. 🤣🤣🤣
If anyone needs me (I highly doubt it) I’m gonna spend my day crying about my past failures and those have treated me like I was nothing.
Wanna know what my last brain cell is like? Here ya go: youtu.be/MoIyXMXFblA?is=9Dn-…
“Fuck around and find out” for me has officially been converted to “Go ahead. I’m curious to see how fucking stupid you’re gonna be.”

