ivy ✧⁠*⁠。

something has to change here i cant live alongside the people who have ruined me either i die or they do

i forgave bastard who relentlessly harassed me for 2 years just for him to support other people who degrade me on the daily great just great he used to kick me to the floor now he watches his friends call me a fat ugly bitch <3

ive tried so hard to see the best in people but all they do is disappoint me

im gonna fail this stupid fucking SAT bullshit because of this too please just kill me

even the people who wanted to protect me took their side it makes me sick ive been broken down again and again how long do i have to play stupid i know you don't care about me you fucking bastards

you dont even feel a bit guilty for all the ways youve hurt me fuck ive cried again and again in front of you and you feel nothing i dont understand how can pplso cruel exist am i really that disgusting if i kill myself and write their names onmy body will they finally feel guilt

i love how i get harassed and then i pay the consequences for it fuck

this is me

all i think about is alcohol drugs and sex i MIGHT need to go

i never wanna be sober again

i wanna drink again fuck

keep going until it kills you just keep going dont give up

im drunnk again!!