hello. first i want to preface that all i am going to share in this thread doesn’t undo where i did wrong. i have acknowledged that i have hurt berry with my actions, and i have apologized for it days ago. whether or not the apology is accepted isn’t my place to decide. however, i am here to say that things have been framed in a way that simply isn’t fair. the reason why i started doubting berry are easy to see in the first two screenshots. those were sent to me by @the_pyroneer, right when the whole situation with me, olivia and jonny went down (and as you will see in the 3rd screenshot he deleted everything). the way berry brushed it off as something that should have been kept in the dms to “protect the peace of the community” hurt me a lot back then, but i chose to stay quiet about it as i was already going through a rough patch at that moment. yet now i can’t help but ask myself, why was the way me and olivia suffered supposed to stay only in the dms? because jonny was her friend? we had been cheated on, lied to and got manipulated, yet somehow this wasn’t bad enough for us to be able to share it where everyone could see it. what happened to “believe victims”? what happened to “i don’t need to share proof”? you doubted us without knowing the facts, you spoke about your doubts to someone, that's all fine when you do it right? i had my own doubts, i spoke to 3 people about it and i have NEVER said i was 100% you were lying. i simply had doubts, but apparently that's not fine when it’s not you. the hypocrisy is just ironic. anyways, because of what berry said in regards to that situation, i started viewing her as someone untrustworthy and then blocked her. i had never questioned her crowdfunding before, but from that moment on i couldn’t see her in the same way anymore. i started doing some research on it using the medicare website and online dedicated spaces (btw using a screenshot from google ai ain’t it), asked around to other australian people i knew (without even bringing up your name, before you take this and run with it) and everyone agreed that medicare would cover the cost of that procedure. not only that, but as someone who has been dealing with heart related issues for years i have to say your gp is incompetent as hell because a patient with your heart issues having blood iron that low should be sent to the E.R immediately to get stabilised and avoid serious damage. so i really hope you get to switch to another doctor. back on the topic.. all these things combined seemed very strange to me, that’s why i had those doubts. again, was i in the wrong for not asking you about it? yes, and i admitted so and i will say sorry again… but you, after speaking in such a way about what happened to both me and olivia, really have the audacity to talk? i am certain you never expected those dms to reach me, but i have to thank francis being a snitch in this case. and as the last thing i will say to you, gofundme’s where people ask for money are FULL of medical records to prove that they really need what they’re asking for. it’s called transparency, no more no less. going to francis now.. man, you really are a snake. not only you spent 30 minutes in a call with me talking about what i had doubts about and agreeing with it (4th screenshot supporting it), but you also added that you weren’t surprised berry could do something like that as she was still friends with jonny and obviously cared a lot about money over anything else. then after all this you had the audacity to run to share something that was meant to remain private until IF proven right. you’re not a martyr, you just tried to save your face and you disgust me because you’re a coward. 1/2

i plan to stay inactive on here, but i came back just to say that if you shame sex workers you’re a piece of shit and i want you out of my sight. peace.

2/2 now going onto @hayleebitfn. no, there is nothing else i lied about, and the fact that your first thought was to try and clean your name using the situation REALLY speaks volume about your character. also, i saw both you and francis showing sympathy towards tahmii after he was exposed for having racist and transphobic views… it’s sincerely revolting. “people can change” isn’t something that can be said when someone goes against human rights. i will add more screenshots below to provide proof of what i said. everyone is free to curate their space so feel free to block me or remove me from your spaces. i have however decided to stay because at the end of the day, it was a misunderstanding and it could've and should've been handled way better than this, both on my part and hers. thanks for those who have supported me in the past few days through the horrible feelings i have went through because of what happened… you know who you are, and i will forever cherish our friendship. that’s all. do what you wish with all these information.