you dont realise the extent of your blessings until you lose it forever for some, it could be loved ones who you take for granted, people who you expected more time with and you would always prioritise your career over time with them, or a feeling, such as peace, that comes with loneliness/solitude. you crave being around more people, growing fame, and experiencing another life which brings in drama and stress, whilst the peace of being alone was taken for granted or the mundane everyday tasks like hitting the gym, it becomes a habit that is simple and “boring”, until the day you become ill and injured and can never train the same ever again. the very small things that you overlook day to day is the invisible crown and privilege that you wear that many would kill for