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half of my problems wouldn’t be problems if i were skinny

i need to get active again maybe i’ll scare myself into starving

i know that my weight has gone up bc of this weekend AND the next 4 days bc i have midterms from tuesday through thursday AND it’s my “period” next week (i’m on bc but it’s the placebo week) so my weight is gonna be up no matter what but that freaks me out maybe i should just die

holy im back in the 140s omg

eating homemade jajangmyeon :3 lower in cal!!

i am so unbelievably sad all the time and nothing will help bc it’s a deficiency !!!! KILL ME

the accountability thread makes me feel guilty whenever i have a midterm