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head maid @maid_closet to a place for the future ✦ walls of text—maid with sincerity 💜

maid closet
Joined December 2020
invincible body— —desperate to end.
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surely someday one day ill have a real home surely someday surely someday. surely someday..
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as always, sorry im such a dramatic mess...the me a decade ago could never imagine being treated like this.. so every little interaction feels like a strange gift im not supposed to be allowed to have. my brain does everything it can to focus on the evidence that I do not belong
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I talk too much time to dissappear for at least a month...
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thank you for letting me be human thank you for letting me be the maid
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may the stars part for a kinder future—forged by the belief that its a home built for all—may tala guide me beyond their infinite horizon—&may mayari comfort me in my final moments by filling the night sky with the trails of kindness that ive been lucky enough to cross paths with
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jaid_themaid💮 retweeted
no one is coming to save you but there are probably people coming to help you and that rocks. embrace it
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thank you again for your patience with the dumb, corny, sappy, incoherent mess of a maid I am. I know i do not deserve any of this, and I know now that does not matter. I hope one day this pain in my chest no longer aches so much, and that I can finally see myself in the mirror.
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i really dont feel ready to be doing maid closet i never have...and im realizing i never will. i never will feel enough to support the people+projects that i want too. i never will feel enough to make the differences i want to see in the spaces that dont serve the people in them.
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just how much my silly little anime expo pipedream was still rippling beyond my life as I locked myself away, praying id never let myself have enough of an ego to think I could positively impact the world around me again. and that process slapped me across the face again as I try
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to let myself exist in this space again, because despite both vertigo and birdclub vancouver feeling like the biggest examples to me of how incompetent and poorly i fit into this space, my failures pale in comparison to the luminescence of the love and care that im waking up too.
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