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sitting in the corner.
scribbling inside her diary.
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how can i unlove you when i met the happiest best version of me when we were together
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/ suzune horikita
girl who insists that she's very evil and fucked up despite being very kind and caring
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her faux smile began to fade, meeting the words with a brief period of silence. โ€œ โ€ฆ i wouldnโ€™t let anything bad happen to anyone here. but donโ€™t go thinking weโ€™re friends again. โ€
" mmโ€”mm. " a small shake of her head, staring outside, gaze blank. " i always knew it, i was just too much of a coward to come get you ... i should have protected you better. it's unforgivable. "
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๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ. saying such bold words after two years of silence โ€ฆ namโ€”ra could only laugh, no genuine happiness behind it. โ€œ you must have realized that after our friendship ended. โ€
" you aren't. " she doesn't beat around the bush or attempt to sugarโ€”coat the truth, tone flat. it wouldn't have been like miโ€”jin to do so. " but i guess to ,, like ,,, someone is to choose every version of them. " tuts. " ... or some shit like that."
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that doesnโ€™t mean choose the obvious wrong answer. her eyes fall upon the ferris wheel in the distance, miโ€”jinโ€™s words bringing a faint memory back in seconds. namโ€”ra swallowed, a slight bitter edge in her voice. โ€œ iโ€™m assuming you think iโ€™m still that person. โ€
well, she wasn't going to appreciate a sentimental reason anyway, right? a brief pause as she looks outside the window again. in the distance, she can see a familiar ferris wheel. " ... chaos always feels a little more manageable when you're with the right person. "
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stare remaining blank. slight frown. the invisible class president to the zombie shield โ€ฆ why is she not surprised. โ€œ fine. โ€
" ... just because. " it's crazy what ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ will make one do, right? " and i guess no zombie will get me if i stand next to another one. or even better, the โ€˜ alpha โ€™ zombie. "
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eyes return to the window, the response giving no reaction in particular. โ€œ why? โ€
" ... to stay here with you, whether we sit in silence or talk. " that sounded sappier than it did in her head ... ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ. " but you know i'm kind of a yapper, so ... "
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head turning slightly, wary eyes glancing to miโ€”jin. โ€œ .. what is it that you want? โ€
" am i not appetizing enough? ssibal ... " said jokingly, voice just as soft. scooting a little closer, also looking out the window. " are they like ... your minions? are you the queen bee of the zombie population? that'd be badass ... "
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โ€œ i would have to leave if i were. โ€ voice soft yet blank, staring out of the window at the zombies below.
๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ. ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฆโ€”๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ... " ... hungry? "
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covering her earsโ€”โ€” the thunder was excruciating.
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again, no resistance as her gaze is pulled to meet the otherโ€™s once again. was there any truth to her words, if she couldnโ€™t even bring herself to deny miโ€”jinโ€™s presence? โ€ฆ arm held up, the small hole in her sweaterโ€™s sleeve where the gwiโ€”nam bit her brought to view. โ€”โ€”
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ยป gazes meet again. no expectations. she just wanted one more look before having to deprive herself again. โ€œ ... and i have haโ€”ri looking out for me, too. ... who's looking out for you? โ€
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โ€œ because of this bite taking away my humanity, iโ€™m protected, too .. in a way. โ€
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โ€œ we are not friends anymore. โ€ spoken as soon as miโ€”jin speaks up again, letting her get barely a word out before she cuts in. weirdly though, in contrary to her words, there was no resistance to the hair pushed behind her ear. almost as if it were so natural, she didnโ€™t โ€”โ€”
maybe for her, but not for miโ€”jin. cigarette between her lips, the senior silently tucks two strands of jetโ€”black hair behind the other's ear. she'd missed namโ€”ra every day since, but there was really nothing she could do about it. โ€œ did i say you could look away? โ€
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even notice. โ€œ focus on survival, not me. โ€
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any bit of warmth in her eyes fade at the mocking mention of her father, her stare reformed into the lifeless state itโ€™s been in since before the apocalypse. no point in even responding. seeing the conversation as over, her eyes return to her desk.
โ€œ your daddy didn't want me to. i believe ... โ€ feigning thought. โ€œ right, he was afraid i'd turn his daughter into a dyke. โ€ taking another, even longer drag. classic miโ€”jin move, taking reprimand as a challenge to do exactly the opposite. ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ง๐˜งเผ„ ... โ€œ i do what i want. โ€
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โ€œ we havenโ€™t spoken in two years, i would be surprised if you knew. โ€ her soft voice matched the look of a beaten puppy, the two year difference in her features barely noticeable. there isnโ€™t much movement on her end, hands in lap. โ€œ you shouldnโ€™t smoke indoors. โ€
โ€œ had no idea you smoked. โ€ look at her, wearing the gaze of a beaten puppy ... looking so innocent, and yet ... she is so far from it. leaning in, resting an elbow on the other's desk, cheek supported in her free hand. " want a drag? "
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she doesnโ€™t look up, wincing only slightly from the sound of the chair dragging against the floor to be put in front of her desk. itโ€™s only when miโ€”jin speaks that her eyes lift to meet the otherโ€™s.
pulling a chair in front of the other's desk, she sits on it backwards, straddling the seat. she takes a long drag before tapping the desk a couple of times to get the other's attention. " yah. "
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while her eyes, on the other hand, hadnโ€™t left her desk even as miโ€”jin holds it out. she takes it back without a word, the lighter hidden within her fist.
... oh. cautiously inching closer, cigarette held between her lips as she takes the lighter and sparks it. her eyes never leave the other. " thanks ... " holds it out.
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