2 years ago, I disappeared after 3 years of creating Apex #1 kill grind content. I got really sick with constant nausea, fatigue, and my Type 1 diabetes became unmanageable. Endless hospital visits gave no answers until 5 months ago when I went private, got the right treatment, and finally started recovering.
To those who enjoyed my content, Iβm sorry for vanishing. I was half of what I used to be, and saying goodbye hurt too much to make it official. Huge thanks to my family for pushing me to keep searching for answers when I thought this pain was my new normal.
Iβm REALLY looking forward to returning this Halloween β€οΈβπ©Ήπ¦
Non-obvious things Iβd like to see added to @ARCRaidersGame :
β’ More flashlight options - red tactical light, and a beam that actually reaches further.
β’ Disable NVIDIA filters - unfair advantage, breaks the immersion.
β’ Ability to carry/drag downed players.
Getting a lot of βare you coming back to Apex?β
Probably not. I still love Apex, but right now I want to build something from the ground up that isnβt tied to that game.
Rust Belt Stories @ARCRaidersGame
Feels good to be back. Rebuilding the illSpooky brand from the ground up again feels right β€οΈβπ©Ή Grateful for everyone showing up these past 2 streams





