Replying to @ignominixs @borealruler
his hands going all the way to the back of his head if only to play with his hair.
He doesn’t speak, it’d be too awkward with teeth pressed against his lip; instead his brows raise, squinting. Taunting him even in silence.
‘Scared?’ he’d ask, merely to tease. Instead, –
( tears fall with ease, practiced, followed by hiccups. He looks every bit the brokenhearted wife, truly. )
I want to understand shizun, I want to know everything about him... I want to be part of everything in shizun’s life.
/ i lowkey forgot how to write binghe I'm just bullshiting around but outside of this silly bubble i usually write bingge more LOL
Take it as a warning. Shizun is so kind, he wouldn’t say no to anyone! You’re taking advantage of his kindness and it hurts me to see it. But it hurts more when I’m lied to.
This Binghe isn’t an idiot, you know?
Vacant gaze follows his own thumbs as they brush through @borealruler’s teeth. He hums mindlessly & holds his face instead, staring for a while. “you do love biting.”
( Now he’s fully crying, unabashedly so. Cue a sniffle, giving him the most pitiful look he can make. )
Then... shizun could teach me? I could learn that tongue you use when talking to Shang-shishu! That way I won’t feel so bad...
You have too much free time to talk to my shizun. You must be either exceptionally competent or extraordinarily reckless. How is this disciple meant to learn if his shizun is busy speaking with you? Is that not selfish of you?
Why not? ( even a tear rolled down his face, reaching his shizun’s hand. He made no attempt to stop it. )
This disciple can do anything shizun wants, he can learn whatever shizun likes, too! This Binghe is quite smart, isn’t he? I’ll learn for shizun.
( and though he refused to yield, he did lean into his touch, even pressing his own hand against his to keep it in place. )
It would be so much easier if shizun didn’t speak to other people at all...! It breaks my heart.







