╱ hi it is I, again, the bad writer that needs wrist slaps. i still have dms to reply and some bookmarks, but a) i go back to work tomorrow n had a crash out on a sunday morning because i am pretty unhappy with the situation there rn: aka not getting my title adapted as should for nearly 2 years, not getting promoted and a raise for the last 2 years, though i have steady 100% of performance (i like to excel at the shit i do) but having more responsibility aka telling grown up people how to do their jobs, more dumb admin work and just nothing to balance that out with. b) my health is suffering lately as in oh i think my costovertebral joints are misaligned and that makes breathing painful and i had to change my diet practically to 90%. but yay lost 5kg (10+ lbs) of weight. c) some topics or scenes just require more brain power which i don't have at times cause too many open tabs in my brain cause oh yeah right I also try to run a small business and have stupid regulations to fulfill there too. and then i get stressed n paralyzed cause too much to do. what i am trying to say is: wait for meeeeeeeeeee. i love you guys!