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29 | minors DNI | bulimic and complain about it a lot

scottish | tw for sh/ed
Joined September 2018
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One of the first people I ever spoke to irl about my ED was an old coworker. She passed away a few days ago. Even though she was in recovery and doing physically better than she had been. She got sick and her heart couldn’t handle it.
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I hadn’t spoken to her since we worked together and even though we weren’t friends I can’t stop thinking about her. So if you need a reminder let it be this, EDs kill. At any weight, at any stage. None of us are immune
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So someone has reported tweets of mine from over a year ago and my account got locked???
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“Actual anorexics” tell me you’ve never read the dsm without telling me you’ve never read the dsm
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Also I got to my lw (underweight bmi) eating three meals a day but pop off sis
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I hate everything I am so tired
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Why is Lidl actually the most overstimulating place on the planet
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I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel like I’m just floating through life not really putting effort into anything
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Has anyone tried ashwaganda? I’ve had a couple of people suggest it to me now
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I don’t know how to get back on track. It’s almost been a year. I don’t know how to get out of this cycle.
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I feel like I need the perfect plan in order to make things work. I don’t get it. I just want to go back to restricting easily
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Why do I always feel like the odd one out?
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siobhan retweeted
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Slowly realising that I think I’ve gotten myself into a bit of a hole that I didn’t even realise until I noticed how apathetic I am
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Got a notif from twt with links to sh/sui resources… does that mean someone reported me orrr
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I hate how fucking sensitive and delicate I am why does everything effect me so much
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I want to sh but I’m tired of how messy my body looks with scars. They don’t usually bother me but the past few days I feel so frustrated by them
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i even got social anxiety on twitter
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I’m a terrible friend and a terrible person
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I told my friend that I don’t think I’m okay (generally I feel like I’ve maybe not been okay for a while), but now I’m away and I feel okay and I feel like I’ve lied and worried I’m actually fine?
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I should be grateful for being okay, but I just feel like I’ve made everything up and was super dramatic
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