Is having a happiness is wrong? Somehow this recently—I just knew from my close co-worker about people talking behind my back in the office… Over-Work, Overtime, became a morale while having a rest and have fun is Toxic (?) “Jim always have fun—he never had to come to work on weekends” “He never have to cancel his trip because he got his priorities more important than his job while his friends work on holiday” “He did not do anything—The only thing I see is he is carefree, scroll through SNS all day” “He taking a nap at lunch again” It’s sad—Especially when they are from the people you do trust…And at some point…I felt betrayed….i tried to be kind and they said cruel things behind me instead…. Turns out I only got few friends who I can really trust….Even some of the oldest relationship at work can’t be trusted any more…. I’m so drunk right now…. Fuck me