i just don’t want to be happy again

i think i am very good at composing myself so when something breaks me it’s always a shock

i think im going to throw up

good thing i haven’t really been in a relationship because i try so hard for people who don’t want me

how i act towards that one guy that’s awkward and oblivious as fuck

the mention of brokeback mountain makes me sick like that movie mentally destroyed me

was talking to my dad and got so mad I stamped my foot like a rabbit. What is happening

nobody talks about the mental battle of wearing a thong

im so bad at doing clusters. and my hair. and my makeup. I think im just bad at being a girl

I remember the mention of bkdk would literally give me pure unbridled happiness and my body would begin to shake. Now I have nothing

Fuck it #mortycest

hair done and lashes done time to get ready is cut in half