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to become spring, means accepting the risk of winter.

truly, the grief you've left me is more loyal than you.

it is not the departure that pains me, but rather the beauty of memories that shakes my heart. i deceive the sorrow of my soul with false hopes, but where is the tenderness of that heart toward me?

and because you're a dream, i sleep a lot.

what am i to do? what is my escape? when everywhere i look, all i see is you.

if we hug a little tighter, our hearts will be a little closer.

and i get jealous of a stranger, who may see your eyes by chance ﹠ fall in love with them.

and when you're away, i look for you in the flowers, the sunset, and the moon.

flood me. immerse me into your being; i want to forget me and feel you only, engulf everything of me until it is you.

you bury me. to wish to die before them, thus them burying you so you never have to live a day without them.

your eyes, a war i do not mind dying in.

in my dream, you are mine. / and in reality, you're my dream.

make space in your ribs (chest) for me, i would like to rest eternally in my home country.

i believe we can renew / and you could be my brother / once again, fall asleep with our backs against each other.

you are a soldier of the crown army. / you have been granted eternal life. / in exchange for your service, to protect our great nation.