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living dead girl β€’ EDTWT!!!!!!!! β€’ wren’s angel! ✨

she/her β€’ 20 β€’ bmi FAT
Joined December 2024
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unpinning at 47kg πŸ¦‡ gw1
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like I'm being told I'm skinny again but not enough by strangers like I used to
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i mean 5 would work too but. i would love to lose 10. I'm going to be so embarrassed going to a concert being obese. 105 would put me in low BMI 19s but that's not good enough
ohh my god I have 10 days to lose 10lb what am I doing
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ohh my god I have 10 days to lose 10lb what am I doing
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got greedy and finished the meal my gf portioned for me for the first time in forever :( I mean it's an omad but still. it was probably like 800 cal in one sitting :( I have 14k steps I need to get more.
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elodie πŸ’« (6/20😭) retweeted
the things i'd do to be 40kg rn
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50kg is genuinely impossible to escape it always takes forever 😭😭😭 I'm 49.7 still IT WONT GO DOWN!!!!!!!!!
457 cal and 17k steps yesterday WHY AM I MAINTAINING
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elodie πŸ’« (6/20😭) retweeted
I just want to be underweight. I want to never be called fat again. I want people to want me to gain weight.
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457 cal and 17k steps yesterday WHY AM I MAINTAINING
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I'm eating under 1200 calories every day (and at least 15k steps) but the scale is going up by like .2 the last two days because I literally can't shit 😭😭 I know I'm losing but I can't see it on the scale
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people are telling me not to lose any more weight again I'm making it I'm finally getting back to my prime
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the fact that my height means 46kg is a healthy weight is evil
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lost 6lb in September I'm content with that I suppose. just 7 more to my gw
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no cus it's the same ☹️
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i can see the light (9 and a half hours into a shift while fasting)
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elodie πŸ’« (6/20😭) retweeted
if i dont lose 10 lbs in october im killing you all im so fucking sorry
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elodie πŸ’« (6/20😭) retweeted
being so short that 110 lbs is still bmi 20
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it's actually so detrimental 😭 everyone in ci space online just wants to wallow in their sickness and say there's no getting better and the doctors are wrong and they can't be helped. i didn't get better until I left those spaces and worked on helping myself
when i got my POTS diagnosis my neurologist told me that i should absolutely not get involved with online communities for it bc most of the people there were obsessed with being sick forever. and at the time i was like wow that’s fucked up huh but actually she was 1000% correct
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elodie πŸ’« (6/20😭) retweeted
things i look forward to after losing weight - smaller ass - smaller legs - hip bones - better treatment - smaller face - SMALLER ASS
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it's cus taller people have more body therefore more places to distribute the fat so a 5lb gain can look nearly invisible on a tall person while it looks like you gained 20lb in when you're 5ft
am i allowed to ask why being tall is seen as like a cheat code to losing weight 😭 bmi works the same, ur maintenance calories are still calculated the same and used within the body the same like? i dont get it at all
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elodie πŸ’« (6/20😭) retweeted
is anyone else losing weight because it feels like in order to be as weird as you are, you need to be pretty enough??? like maybe if im pretty and skinny, my social misunderstandings and weird hobbies will be "acceptable" and "cute"
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