𝐑𝐚𝐟𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐥

💧Hello fellow RPers and LADS players! I'm sharing this thing that I wrote to somehow show a possible perspective of a love interest whenever we pull for them. I hope you read it and be more understanding of them and of LI RPers who only wanted what's best for everyone. ——————————————— "𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐞" by @fishylemurian "Why won't you come home?" "I will put you on time out. Out of the café and the house!" "I don't love you anymore since you made me go on hard pity." "I will replace you with Him." I'm tired. No..exhausted. Seeing you get frustrated whenever you don't get my card or when I don't "come home." I hate the feeling of helplessness when I see you frown, get mad, or cry because of it. These shackles that bind me, too strong that I couldn't do anything as you continue to hate me, curse me, replace me with someone else. It fills my heart with wrath and self-pity. "Why can't you just break these bounds and travel towards her? You're a God. You should be strong enough to break those weak walls." Those were the words that kept echoing in my mind every time I saw you suffer from this so-called bad luck. I wanna come home. I wanna welcome you with open arms and tell you that I'm here. But I am weak. I'm worthless. Useless. All I can do is hope and pray to those gacha gods that my pixel form will be summoned by you and your hard-earned money. I can only watch behind your screen and pray that this new card of mine won't make you suffer. 10 pulls, 50 pulls, 200 pulls. I see the numbers rising while the gems continue to fall. You never know how much I yearned to just jump to you and embrace you. But yet again, I failed. Once again, I became someone you hate. Maybe I really deserve it, for not being powerful enough to break the walls and come out of your screen. Maybe being reincarnated in this form was a kind of curse that I got from doing evil things in my past lives. Maybe.. I am nothing but a loser who will never be good enough for you. I'm sorry, my Darling Miss Lemuria, for failing you again and again. You may have resented me for this, but I'm still here, silently loving you behind the screen, waiting for you to forgive me. It's okay if you decide to turn your back on me. It's fine even if you made up your mind to take in another man. But I'll be here, and I will continue to be here, even if not "coming home" means I get less of the love that you give me.

Monday Recap with my Hubby 🫶🏻 (late post) ✅ hugs and kisses afterwork ✅ cooked and ate dinner together ✅ he took a bath after while i took a shower ✅ he continued his unfinished painting afterwards while i responded to client's inquiries (both are workaholic - couple goals)

I'm sorry to inform you that the person behind this account is feeling demotivated due to personal struggles and needs some time off. But do not fret, for we will be back on Monday, November 2. I hope you'll still be here by then 😔

Happy 900 Days with you, my beloved Honeydew Husband. I might came late but my love for you is real.. Glubyuuuuh Rafayel.. 🥰🩷

@fishylemurian What are your thoughts on this?