archive for my thoughts.

hell
Joined May 2017
i love painting hands so much
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turtles all the way down i will always love u
no one understands the bond between a girl and the mediocre book she read when she was 13 yrs old
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anyone else developed parosmia (distorted sense of smell/everything smells like chemicals mixed with rotten vegetables) due to the september sickness? i feel awful. haven't had a full meal in days because it feels like i am eating something straight out of garbage
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what a life it has truly been. every time you tell yourself it's over, it turns over a new leaf. it reminds you how much you misunderstood the universe's plans.
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i hope i always remain someone who doesn't give up on anything ever. i hope i always have the courage to fight.
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and it's so lovely to see the people you have grown with reach a point where everyone has something wonderful going on for them. It always keeps you grounded.
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oh to be thought of.
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sleepless from the heartache of never being able to go back to a time where everything was well
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getting so icked out by fast food that food videos make me puke lord have i healed
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5 years later.
11:11 floor to ceiling windows apartment with a cat
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and for the lady, perhaps a fucking break
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nothing ever prepares you for the moment life shows you how disposable you are for people you gave your life for
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it's so crazy to have invested so much in your friendships only to find out it doesn't mean as much to them as it means to you
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i don't even care who sees my posts anymore honestly if this is loser convention then i am holding the mic
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life so cooked i tried to call my brother and tell him i can't do this life anymore for the first time in my life and all i could say was "bus kaam bohot hai bhaiya thak gayi hun aur yad ati hai apki"
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sometimes i just want to pick up the phone and call my brother and tell him to help me because i am turning into mom
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what doesn’t kill me , should’ve actually
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dee retweeted
you’ll be at the lowest point of ya life and someone gon say “go to the gym” brother fuck you and the gym
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people always tell you they would be there for you but even the most genuine ones don't know how to be there for someone who is at their worst and is inconsolable they turn their backs to you and feel better by believing you just went crazy and theres nothing they can do about it
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and as a daughter of an inconsolable mother, it's truly ironic to see her in the mirror
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