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My body & soul are telling me that I need to take a break from SW. The strain it’s putting on me mentally & physically is becoming debilitating & I just keep pushing myself to do more. My lymph nodes are always swollen from taking 2-6 flights a month for the last 3 years, to the point where I have to get shots. My 🐱 has been getting painful hives that last days from having sex w/ new scene partners. I’m constantly canceling scenes because I’m getting sick from my collabs which means I’m not making $ & my trips end up being for nothing. I’ve been exposed to STDs way too many times the last 4 months. My heart was completely broken in December & hasn’t healed. On top of all that I don’t want to subject myself to the insane bullshit that come w/ this job. The abuse, unhinged men, drugs, health risks, drama, lack of care for others. Theres so much of it in our industry & it’s effecting who I am as a person. I don’t recognize myself anymore. I’m depressed all the time, I always feel worthless, I’m angry, I’m scared, I’m sad, I’m tired & I don’t want to be here more often then I feel grateful to be alive. I'm going to finish out my April collabs, stock up on OF content and then take a break from working w/ others. When I decide to do collabs again it will most likely be in a smaller capacity or less often as my body just simply can't take fucking a lot of people in the same month. My fans know where to find me ❤️