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I don’t know how priviting works when this many people follow me, but I want this account to be my personal account. If course I’ll have drawings being posted. But I usually vent or breakdown a lot on this account. And I know no one wants to see that when they’re here for art.
I’ll probably do it on new years. I can’t trust in my plans or myself anymore. I need it to be all taken away
I genuinely just give up. I’ll never be happy. And I’m too annoying. All I’m good for is art and I can’t even do that correctly. All I think about is the failure and mistakes that could’ve changed everything. I can’t be normal like everyone else.
I genuinely probably would’ve taken my life today if I wasn’t at work. If it had been the end of my hours no one would have seen me again. Why can’t I just live. I hate living so much. I want to cry but I can’t. I can’t do anything. I can never do anything. All I do is lose
Lowkey no one gives a fuck about me. And no one ever will. I’ll always just be the person on the side
This shit happened to me after I used a full heal and it didn’t even register. So I was still low on hp
Besides her gameplay making me want to kms. Mualani is still one of my favorite characters in genshin. I even planned on cosplaying her after reaching a goal(that won’t happen now). I just wish she was better to play😭
Tbh I think my fate is the same no matter what I do. I’m just prolonging it. I really just can’t be happy. Not even a little. I try hard to look on the positive side but dread that it won’t be enough. And it never is. I’m really insignificant and annoying.
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You were overdue a drawing and I'm getting comfortable with a consistentish style. Pour toi mon ami @erasured_ 💙
















