so u got HER and then u have miko who's very secretive abt her inner feelings and terrified of being vulnerable and expresses care cryptically. both of them absolutely believe the other wouldn't give a fuck i hate them
part of why she comes off as so neglectful is because that woman does not believe anyone could be attached to her emotionally and NEED her as a person and not a weapon or leader
i'm less of a "miko loves ei more than ei loves miko" truther and more of a "ei is less attuned with her feelings after spending most of her life utterly dehumanizing herself and doesn't believe she is wanted in that sense" truther
do you ever think about how ei's main contribution to her people outside of her slaughtering enemies was the art of forging weapons 😂 it's like she was doomed for violence in every facet of her life including creation 🤣🤣
