TW: eating disorders I just want a place to jot down my experience with living with this shit

Joined September 2020
Hi y’all, I just wanted a place to talk about my Ed experience so please be warned before reading my tweets
Today I ate a pop tart and I panicked about it. I haven’t panicked about certain foods for a while and this time I made myself throw it up. I’d rather not develop different eating disorder habits now 🙃
For some background: when I was in the 6th grade I developed a binge eating disorder. When my mom began taking me to diet programs, the unhealthy behaviors manifested into anorexia. I then began living with cycles of both for 7 years. Now it’s just the anorexia I really deal with