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𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚, 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙡.

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“𝙞'𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙩, 𝙞 𝙜𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙪𝙥 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙖𝙜𝙤.” 𝘼𝙏𝙏𝙄𝘾𝙐𝙎 𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙊𝙎 𝙑𝙀𝙎𝙋𝘼 𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙨. 𝗯𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆 𝙯𝙚𝙪𝙨. 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗽𝘂𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗿 𝗼𝗳 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗱𝗼𝘄𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗸𝘆. 𝗽𝗷𝗼/𝗵𝗼𝗼 𝗼𝗰.
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|| i’m not replying to any sl’s/starting any new ones until i change chaos’ fc but..i’m having a hard time choosing between 2 of theM
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|| the nightmare of moving to another state is finally over. i’m finally going to have some extra time, aka comin on here!
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|| the happiest place on earth and we met up there fr 🥺
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|| BUT @WlTCHGIRL and i literally met at disneyland today 🥺♥️
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|| my life is hectic lately. i’m in the process of packing and working my ass off to work out of state so p l e a s e excuse me constant appearing and then disappearing
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𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆 𝗯𝗶𝗿𝘁𝗵𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗯𝗼𝗶 🎉
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chaos settled besides nico, holding the other close to him. his honda rubbed gently at his sibling’s back, a smile smile playing at his lips at nico’s reaction. words..well, they weren’t chaos’ best friend. he was better at showing how he felt. the hug, for example. —
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a soft sigh left his lips as he gazed back out the window. “nico..it’s okay to not be okay. but drinking to make the feelings and problems ‘go away’ it just..” he worried his bottom lip, shaking his head. “it makes it all worse in the end..trust me,” his voice was just a whisper.
|| replies have to come tomorrow, i’m sorrY. i can’t think straight 😔
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him having a panic attack? more likely than you’d think. but it’s fine, he’s f i n e.
the memories won’t stop playing in his mind. it’s a slide show on repeat. the memories flicker and speed through his mind. his breathing just as fast as the memories. oh gods, he doesn’t want to remember this. he doesn’t want to remember who /he/ used to be. that chaos is dead.
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he vowed to /never/ revert to that again. that’s why he’s how he is. he’s so damned happy and bubbly for a reason. and it needs to stay that way.
“perhaps..until you become dependent on a substance to not feel the pain. your ‘healing’ just ends up becoming a dependency, something that slowly wrecks you..” his voice hitched at the end and he averted his gaze. chaos cleared his throat as he looked out the window. —
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— after a moments pause he looked back at nico and tried for a smile, it didn’t quiet meet his eyes but he was fairly good at faking it. “nice to meet you as well. i, ah, i’m not the best with the whole introduction things..i was afraid you wouldn’t like me..” he quietly—
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— revealed. at the last bit, chaos frowned. he reached out and gingerly pulled the bottle from nico’s grasp, movements gentle, never forceful. he scooted closer and wrapped nico in a hug. he didn’t know why, it just felt..right?
|| 4 hours of sleep is catching up to me and my replies are coming slower. i refuse, i have so much inspiration right now
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|| omf wait, i never talked about chaos’ last name or how his weapon ties in with it 🥺
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“zia, 𝙘’𝙢𝙤𝙣,” chaos huffed quietly, gently tugging venezia along with him. he was leading them in the direction of the canoe lake, her hand held firmly in his. some of the other campers swore that if you looked into the lake late at night that you could see something—
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—rather amazing in the reflection. it was unique for each person. chaos just had to see for himself and well, of course he’d want his zia to see too. she was his closest friend after all, they needed to experience it together.
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