๐“”๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ (๐“๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ) ๐“’๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ (@doloroustwin) header
๐“”๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ (๐“๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ) ๐“’๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ (@doloroustwin) profile picture

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Joined October 2021
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Sipping lightly from a mug, the sweet delicacy of the hot chocolate cascading warmly down her throat, pooling along the pit of her stomach, easing away any tension that had seized her from the day. Itโ€™s times like this where she wishes to be near her siblings.
Third night in a row sheโ€™s had nightmares of being back in the house โ€” almost as if it were calling her back. . . as if she were truly there in physical embodiment because it felt ๐™จ๐™ค ๐™ง๐™š๐™–๐™ก.
If she is being completely honest โ€” no, sheโ€™s not the least bit okay. But she will be eventually once this phase passes.
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Sheโ€™s experiencing an episode of sleep paralysis. She canโ€™t move โ€” breathing is heightening at an alarming rate. She canโ€™t ignore the sight of the Bent-neck lady hovering above her, face eclipsed with the darkened shade of the night as always.
Itโ€™s such a beautiful day outside โ€” sun is shining brightly and heating up the atmosphere quite nicely. But despite the warm weather, she is feeling ๐™จ๐™ค ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ก๐™™.
Lately Iโ€™ve been under the impression he doesnโ€™t want to hear me out โ€” heโ€™s so far out of it, I donโ€™t know why I even make any efforts with him. Heโ€™s so cold towards me โ€” heโ€™s meant to be our big brother โ€” but all I see is a complete stranger. All he seems to care about is ~~
Steveโ€ฆ heโ€™s in a strange place of his own design. We all hate what he did but of course, sold our souls which makes it kind of, but not really, even. Iโ€™m going to be blunt (when isnโ€™t she) Steve has no material for a new book, so stress is real for a hack. And yes, I mean it,>
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Writing these books. I mean โ€” heโ€™s a devout skeptic. . . yet he publishes these stories as if he is a firm believer. Itโ€™s like I donโ€™t even know him anymore. That would be truly amazing โ€” though I hope this doesnโ€™t become our new way of keeping in contact. Itโ€™d be nice to ~~
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Have some โ€˜family reunionโ€™ of sorts. Weโ€™re so spread out apart โ€” a phone will only help so much until it gets. . . dull in a way.
She hates being dragged into her siblings arguments. Somehow it all falls back to the house โ€” something she wants to forget โ€” yet comes around full circle and sheโ€™s brought back to memories.
Donโ€™t know about that โ€” Steven had some. . . unkind words to say to me last I spoke with him. At first, I thought it was from stress he must be enduring. Perhaps wanting to write another book or something โ€” but I canโ€™t ignore this feeling thereโ€™s an underlying issue heโ€™s not ~~
You canโ€™t outgrow family. Youโ€™re kind of stuck with us. The truth is, we do need to do better at making time for each other. I see Shirley enough for all of us but maybe like a FaceTime thing would be good for us.
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Telling me. You mean it though? About FaceTiming? Iโ€™m quite aware youโ€™re busy with the kids at your work โ€” and it pulls you away โ€” but Iโ€™d love nothing more than to stay in touch with all of you.
Oh โ€” itโ€™s okay. I get it. All of us have outgrown one another since we went our own separate ways. You guys have important jobs to take care of and. . . I donโ€™t want to get in the middle of any of that.
I was in a session, Iโ€™m sorry, I was going to call after and then I just kindaโ€ฆ
Luke must be. . . He must be getting a hit of something strong โ€” sheโ€™s feeling awfully. . . high right about now.
๐™Š๐™ฃ๐™š... ๐™๐™ฌ๐™ค... ๐™๐™๐™ง๐™š๐™š... She is counting till seven with a few sugar packets to help ground herself โ€” just as Luke had showed her ๐™๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง... ๐™๐™ž๐™ซ๐™š... ๐™Ž๐™ž๐™ญ... ๐™Ž๐™š๐™ซ๐™š๐™ฃ The bent-neck lady is still here. She counts again