/ i've had the alnst official artbook for like almost a year and i haven't really dug into it deeply LOL
but i remember i saw this one scene where ivan is hugging/comforting till after he got beat up. and it really shows more of the depth in their dynamic. 😭
a muffled sound
comes out of
him when he
feels hand
tracing down
his spine . the
touch is gentle ,
but it leaves trails
of fire in its path .
when their lips
part for breath ,
he swallows ,
the taste on his
tongue drawing
him back for more .
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hand snakes
down to slip
just under the
hem of pants ,
sighing into the
kiss as he easily
accesses without
warning . he's
fueled by his
temptations ,
desperate to
know where
this leads .
what doors
it'll open .
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it's been a while
since the last time
the two ended up
in the same bed .
seeing him up
close like this
makes him shy ,
face to face with
such handsome
features . he tried
to ignore the fact ,
but he can't deny
it anymore .
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eyes fall shut as
he lets his body
lean into the jock ,
hand sliding up
to caress under
his jaw experimentally .
this was his first
kiss , and it was
his first time
experiencing
something so
intimate .
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his mouth opens
and then closes ,
unsure if there
were any words
he could say .
after a beat of
silence , he rises
to his feet , pushing
the covers aside
so he can shuffle
his way inside .
“ i can't sleep
either ... so can
i share the bed
with you .ᐣ ”
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it's not that he
has an agenda
in mind or any
particular intentions ..
but his body
is naturally
drawn to the
other . and he
doesn't forget
the fact ivan was
the one that
confessed his
feelings today ..
so he feels like
this much is okay .
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