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how long do i have left with my dog till i start forgetting shit? how long, how long till we're rich and then we're not, and then we're rich? how much longer till i'm taller? how much longer till it's midnight? how much longer till the morning, are my legs gonna last?

used to hurt at first, maybe i've just been conditioned all the while you win, i pity your position call me crazy but for you i empathize with each and every blow i sigh

it's getting harder to pretend like i'm okay when there's a constant reminder being drilled into my brain i still believe in happiness and i want to find a way but lately my whole world is being swallowed by the grey

i've still got memories to repress

i need you here with me but we're out in the open

sing me something sweet and take me in

we've traveled the seas, we've ridden the stars we've seen everything from saturn to mars

i'm so fake happy i feel so fake happy and i bet everybody here is just as insincere we're all so fake happy

is it purely platonic to call me every night?

i may not bite the hand that feeds but i will wrap my lips around it and i will suck off all the meat

if you really wanted, i could let you inside it's been so long and i've got nothing left to hide would you believe me if i told you that i've got flaws?

i dunno who i’m supposed to be anymore and it’s sickening

i want to share my feelings but it's hard cause i haven't my whole life

i wanna be with you

did somebody else define me? can i put the past behind me? do i even have a decision?

got too caught up in the life we were living

tell me please, that you've finally gotten sick of me

how about we just go together, to the moon!