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fern , twenty-one .
Joined December 2023
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⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝗧𝗵𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐲 . . 𝐸𝑣𝑖𝑙 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗲𝗰𝘁𝘀 𝔢𝑣𝑖𝑙 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝑜𝑡𝒽𝑒𝑟𝑠 . . ⠀
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i lied again. i really am evil, aren't i?
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toxic religious yaoi yaaayy ;} #fyozai #dostozai #bsdtwt #bsd
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wines
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stay is a sensitive word. we wear who stayed and who left in our skin forever.
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who up haunted by things they can’t change
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》 the zai nsfw priv for those who want it (pls note there may be a bit stronger themes of self-harm and dazai's terrible coping mechanisms , im projecting )
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if you give me the slightest hint of abandonment and withdrawal, i would outdo you.
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she. silent, fawn-eyed. clever.
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calling my failed suicide attempts “suicidebaiting”
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i have abandoned the morals i swore to keep due to my own selfish desire for security, but there can be no security when i have become the threat.
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if you love somebody, they turn into a god. but you can’t control what kind of god they turn into.
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i couldn't touch you without ruining you,so i didn't touch you at all.
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i can’t be gentle with you. not because i don’t want to, but because i don’t know how to.
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you don't love me, big fucking deal. i'll never tell you how i feel. you don't love me, not a big deal. i'll never tell you how i feel.
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we were born to be addicted to tragedy.
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he turns dog. they all do.
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suffering feels religious if you do it right.
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trying to make sense of other people actions will drive you to insanity
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