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TW : ed(!), suicide, depression

she/her | 20+ ana & bpd / eng
Joined June 2026
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i have to weigh 45kg by the end of the year
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„why are you so sad all the time?" i wanna kill myself since i was 14
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anorexia will have you thinking your fingers are fat
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sometimes, when i start binge circle i think i need to gain a bit of weight because then ill have the motivation to start starving myself all over again
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what doesn’t kill you makes you question why you didn't kill yourself at 13
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eating disorders are crazy bc wdym you smell delicious food and feel genuine distress instead of joy
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i wanna isolating myself from everyone, not talking to anyone, doing nothing just being alone with myself
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however 43kg 🤙🏻
i have to weigh 45kg by the end of the year
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I wish I had killed myself when I was 14.
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i ate almost 10k calories today and i don’t even know how the fuck i managed that 👍🏻 please, just kill me
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im going to gain weight again, fuck
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new gw? 43kg and 170cm? what do we think?
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"If I looked like you, I’d eat whatever I wanted" — GIRL HAHAHHAA
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girl at work asked me today if i even eat anything since im so thin; she then added that she really envies me and wishes she looked like that 😵‍💫 idk why, but comments like these make me feel uncomfortable as fuck, they make me wanna hide or just disappear, like DONT LOOK AT ME
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i should feel satisfaction but i feel only shame, immense shame
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i feel like i need to go lower, guys. 45kg is still not low enough for me
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because i still feel fat as fuck
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bmi 15.85 and what now
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ivy ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ retweeted
eating disorders are boring bro im just waiting to sleep so i can eat tomorrow
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