sometimes, when i start binge circle i think i need to gain a bit of weight because then ill have the motivation to start starving myself all over again
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eating disorders are crazy bc wdym you smell delicious food and feel genuine distress instead of joy
i wanna isolating myself from everyone, not talking to anyone, doing nothing just being alone with myself
i ate almost 10k calories today and i don’t even know how the fuck i managed that 👍🏻 please, just kill me
girl at work asked me today if i even eat anything since im so thin; she then added that she really envies me and wishes she looked like that 😵💫 idk why, but comments like these make me feel uncomfortable as fuck, they make me wanna hide or just disappear, like DONT LOOK AT ME








