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ALT I EXISTED BECAUSE OF YOU

ALT THIS IS WHAT GIRLS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT, SO WHY AM I SCREWING IT UP? IT'S NOT MY FAULT I STARTED LATE, PLUS, I THINK HUNTING IS WAY MORE FUN THAN THIS. BUT I WANT TO BE GOOD AT IT. WHY? IT'S WHAT GIRLS DO. I'M A GIRL. DOES THIS MEAN I CAN'T BE ONE? DOES THIS MEAN I'LL NEVER BE PRETTY? I WANT TO FEEL PRETTY. EQUIUS DOESN'T CALL ME PRETTY. IS IT MY FAULT? AM I NOT GOOD AT BEING A GIRL? AM I TOO RETARDED TO BE A GIRL? THAT'S WHAT KARKAT CALLS ME. MAYBE HE'S RIGHT

ALT I haven't been around for 6 months. I had split with a singular purpose in mind, and after a year, I had FAILED. I made no friends, instead I was losing the ones I had. I ran away My mind filled the gap, new and old alters decided that not caring was the safest solution "IT WAS POINTLESS FROM THE START." and "I'M CLEANING UP THE FALLOUT NOW!" were the closing statements Last month I slowly resurfaced unintentionally. We're seeing a DID specialist, but I (meaning as an alter) haven't talked to her yet. My problems are a little too specific, I think So, I'm trying to draw again. I'm not ready to come back yet. New and old alters are still wary that I'll cause another problem somehow Someday I'll return to her, when I think I've changed enough. -EQUIUS ZAHHAK 11:32PM, Oct. 15 2025

ALT Thank you all very much for my time as @d7249384. This account will be put on an indefinite hiatus I found a lot of enjoyment from drawing as much as I did, I appreciate everyone who found my account and decided to look at my art this past year. Circumstances in life can change, that's all there is to it I hope everyone will still derive a bit of joy from drawing Nepeta Leijon whenever they please Thank you again -d7249384

ALT TOO COMPLEX TO TREAT? TRY ANOTHER 6 MONTH THERAPY WAITLIST Guaranteed to never call you back The alternative -> FRONTING: [Blank]

ALT Your Result: superiority complex exaggerated beliefs about one's achievements or abilities. being vain, boastful, and unwilling to listen to others.

ALT Hit all the goalposts for normalcy and satisfaction still hasn't come in the mail.

ALT Breathe life into her

ALT Thank you all for the support and appreciation toward my artwork. I hope as long as my mind allows me to, I will continue to draw Nepeta

ALT Time to grow up

ALT "This thing you've made me into. I'm sorry for saying so, but I just hate it. What is this? This is so far gone, I don't even..."

ALT that felt wrong to watch. how are you going to talk to him about this?

ALT You're sinking. Not so much fun anymore, is it? I don't think it ever was YOU CAN'T SAY THAT! What would SHE think. Nothing that comes to your mind