oh gosh i’ve got my 40k steps and it’s 8pm how tf do i keep myself occupied the rest of the night 😭

my delightful meal of today

was so scared about the pizza and staying still that i lied, said i felt sick, and left my friends birthday 3 hours early #worstpersonever

why am i actually having a panic attack over the thought of pizza. i’m too big to be acting like this 😭😭

i’ve made a walk plan so that i should still be able to get 30k steps tomorrow… i’m so scared

eats of today - 395cals patch my cucumber looking wrinkly asf

just got told i can’t drink on medication #killingmyself

how many calories would be in a slice of dominoes pizza please

HELP this doesn’t make ANY sense 😭😭 if you 10k is 355 why tf would 40k be 815

uh i’m 50kg 🫪🫪

bro i completely forgot about this but YES i fucking love elliott smith and pitseleh is my favourite song by him

my best friend told me she believes i can get better and im about to sob she’s the sweetest girl on earth

yummy good

i’m too deep in this

im making a meal plan for harm reduction and i might try it

i don’t know how tf i’m going to maintain my weight for next week when today’s weight was already faked with a shit ton of water and i’d lost since last time 💔

i’m basically being thrown into forced recovery guys

camhs being so fucking dramatic because i’m literally a normal ahh weight

they’re giving me a week to try and maintain my weight and if i lose again they’ll involve my parents

having an ed genuinely turns you into a mathematician