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lowkey high functioning depression makes me feel like a zombie who puts on a nice skin colored outfit everyday & then i go outside & pretend i am normal & fun & productive & deserve to exist & the second im alone my skin falls off & the awful stench of being rotten fills my nose
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Depression is when you really don't care about anything. Anxiety is when you worry too much about everything. And having both is very horrible.
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fuck it im biting. the internet does not treat victims like people. they are something to be gawked at. circus animals. you have to perform to sway an audience, and even if that isn’t your motive and you try to do things for yourself, you’ll still get called an attention seeker.
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Bpd masking:
- I dont want anyone to know just how bad it is
- I will be what I think you want so you wont leave me
- I will mirror your reactions bc I am unsure of how to rationally respond in this situation
- Idk how to be myself bc in the past doing so caused me harm
“Ts sucks. I’m so spiteful and angry but I j can’t physically b bothered to be violent. Like y can ppl get their shit out but everything I try doesn’t work? Fk the gym, fk the weed, fl everything. I’m TIRED of being ANGRY ALL THE TIME.”
“No one knows me. No one at all. I have no one that’s been there consistently through it all. My parents? Nope. My childhood friends? Nope. In one way or another everyone important has missed out on something that defines me. But I was there for each important event for them..”
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nothing hurts more than seeing yourself in the same situation again after getting better for a while
“I hate them and I love them. The farther apart we are the more I hate him b it the closer we are the more I love him.”
After I tried to end my life it felt like the entire world was new and life was different. Some days I think I died and now I’m just living out what’s left in some kind of purgatory to teach me what I could have been missing out on if I hadn’t done it. — 🥀




















