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loving myung jaehyun is the best decision i have ever made and i cannot express this enough. no amount of words could ever truly showcase the pure gratitude i hold for him, and the everlasting light he has brought into my life. the boy who constantly goes out of his way for others, one of the most selfless people in existence who is the embodiment of love in all it’s meaning. his heart will forever speak for itself. the boy who, although shy, will take the first step if it meant someone else’s comfortability. the boy who lights up any room, and makes sure everyone around him is seen and taken care of. the boy who goes above and beyond, working twice as hard if it means his members and their artistry can be more well known. the boy who’s seniors only say nothing but precious things about, because they witnessed first hand just how dedicated and devoted he was to bettering himself as an artist AND person. the boy who, despite being extra busy and barely having free time of his own, continues to go out of his way for fans because he is grateful for their efforts and wants to repay their love. staying up all night writing message cards.. going live as soon as work is over even if his day was packed with schedules because he missed us.. visiting music streaming chatrooms to stop by and talk to onedoor who have been working hard for them.. learning languages to communicate with everyone who loves them globally. doing all he can to see us as happy as we make him, but little does he know, his existence is already more than enough. the boy who has had so many anecdotes released about his kindness and precious presence. staff who have had their days completely turned around because jaehyun greeted them warmly. other artists who have felt thankful to jaehyun because he made their music/stages feel appreciated. fans of other fandoms who are grateful to how lovingly jaehyun has treated their idols. classmates. past trainees. friends. everyone who has ever known jaehyun always talking about how kind, diligent, and extraordinary he was when they knew him. jaehyun is a walking light, and everyone who loves him and has ever had the privilege of having him in their life or even encountering him once could agree. he deserves every ounce of love this world could possibly offer, a boy who is equally as an amazing artist as he is person. my love for him will only ever continue to grow, and i will be by his side forever repaying all his efforts. as a fan, i’ve never felt more loved than i do loving myung jaehyun. i wish every ounce of said love he puts out into the world he feels reciprocated tenfold. i’m so thankful that my life has someone like jaehyun to look up to. i’m so proud to call him my life’s artist, and i will always talk about him with the upmost pride. everyone who knows me, knows jaehyun. for as hard as he worked to achieve his dreams, for every sacrifice he makes as a leader and hardship he has to endure as a person, i hope he knows we will be right here loving him that much louder. ♡ thank you for following your dreams jaehyunie, thank you for allowing us to love you. in every lifetime, i will love boynextdoor’s leader, the artist of my life, myung jaehyun.