I can’t believe it’s been 6 months and I’m still not over my failed heart surgery. I’m grieving the cured life I dreamt of 🥺
Now, I don’t believe in God or a Heaven. But when I was moments away from cardiac arrest I felt completely at peace and so full of joy, I even saw and heard my Mum telling me to wake up. The experience has completely changed me
This week I went for elective heart surgery which I’ve longed so long for. I wanted a cure, I needed a cure. Instead it was traumatic, unsuccessful and instead I almost lost my life. Tell me why I’d do it all again for the slightest chance of a cure.
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the royal propaganda is too much. i’m already sick of this weekend and it hasn’t even happened yet
After a year of waiting I’ve finally got my pre op and my operation dates through for my heart surgery 🥺😭
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The “golden child” is loved for what they do, not who they are. They become an extension of their parent’s self worth.
Why the golden child learns to wear a mask:
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Stop gaslighting yourself into the narrative you’re lazy when you’re really burnt-out and exhausted AF from being in survival mode for so long.
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Siblings can grow up in the same home, but have completely different experiences of their childhood and their parents.
Here's why:
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