/ this whole call-out drama is ridiculous for a lot of reasons I can think of, but what happened with Bloody was fucking ridiculous
i wanted to deactivate then and there but now i just might due to not having the right headspace man.
/ this whole thing has killed my urge to write here, but i still feel like I should get to replies?
i don't know anymore man
if you block me or not doesn't matter to me, at the end of the day we're all just playing pretend with our toy muses and shit. taking this on the chin and explaining myself is the best thing i can do rn.
that's all i have to say for now.
i have a wonderful boyfriend as of yesterday who's luckily not on twitter, and i hate the idea of cheating with every fiber of my being. i'm not gonna deactivate or anything, i just wanted to say my piece of whatever call-out is happening right now.
all in all, i hate drama. i just wanna write and share my interests with people.
i didn't reach out to emi quite literally because i fell asleep.
i have too many muses to balance and i hate burning myself out this fast just for me to lose hype for it later on.
i can't even argue the formatting thing since im sure everyone does their own writing style?
the " (insert reply) " style is just easier for me to go with since i don't wanna tire myself out and use a billion different fancy quotations and adjectives.
to each their own.
speaking of which, I have been doing discord rp for a WHILE.
since January of this year and have done so with my friends.
the only reason i came to twitter was because i had wanted to try something new, and i enjoy it here despite how shit it's becoming now.
I've even reached out and personally learned how to make my own basic filter from a layout maker themselves.
It was a Knuckles cap I had for a discord rp thread but I'm still proud of it regardless.
For the specific thing I wanted to address, I've made every single one of my edits save except the psd i used. I've only just begun doing my own edits but I take pride in them regardless of their quality.
I've credited any and all art so far to the best of my ability!
I was feeling awkward around said mutual since I still wanted to be friends with them without crossing boundaries, but we both came to a understanding to keep this platonic and friendly outside of Twitter.
She's not active atm but I thank her for keeping things platonic.
afterwards i went on to make josuke after a rewatch of part four, in which i would meet a mutual and develop a ship with her Hot Pants muse. We ended up developing them to be main ships and even temporarily started flirting ooc for two days or so until we mutually apologized.
prior to all irl drama, when i was in the process of getting manga caps, i asked an artist mutual of mine how to format my PNGs into a header for Twitter rp.
it took me awhile since i was having transparency issues with the website i use for my icon.
on that account i had used edited caps that I had given proper credits to, since that's just the right thing to do.
i had continued to use that account until i felt myself experience real time burnout.
i had gotten so caught up irl business that my urge to write had dwindled.
mind so i'll clear my name to the best of my ability.
for starters my first account.
this was made on the 16th of march, i had just learned how to use proper filtering from a mutual who i wont air out since i don't believe in dragging people into situations.
/ this is gonna be brief since i have JUST woken up from a nap but I wanna clear any dirt on my name. i have been apart of this rp space for maybe less than three weeks (iirc) and have seen multiple threads of people calling out other people.
i don't want that bad energy on my-
