im really overwhelmed with negativity right now, every thought leads to a horrible conclusion
feeling like my friends dont care about me anymore and im afraid i will seriously upset them if I ask about it
or that i might say something bad
I feel unbearable to be around
please dont make me pick
mentally unstable evil pedophile or good role-model pedophile? decisions... #tsukihime
i dont really do anything these days so its really hard to talk to people
like my family asks "what game have you been playing lately?" and the answer is actually "nothing really"
and its just like, nothing is really clicking for me lately. living like this is hard
also can hardly eat anything because most foods have been like actively grossing me out (new thing, im not picky or anything. i think its because my spiro dose was upped and its just something i need to adjust to)






