John is more then I could have ever imagined. How could I have been so wrong about him? I'm so glad I was, everyday is an adventure.
I guess it's official now. John is my boyfriend, and unashamed to let everyone know. I want to let everyone know too, I am your Princess.
Why do I feel so uneasy around him? Is it only because I didn't pick him - because he chose me? Or is there something else, something more?
Vs. The one who loves, cares for, and treats me right. Who has a lot in common, but will never reach that level of connection or attraction.
Me - Torn between the one I feel drawn to and feel more of an emotional AND physical connection to but is not totally certain he feels back,
Scott - Nevermore. Dustin - Never seen him like that. Yan - Not my type. Adam - My obsession. John - My boyfriend.
"Be aware that what you chase may not be worth catching. But what you work hard for may become the sweetest thing in life."
Been 2 and a half weeks. I give up. Must've done something bad to piss him off. Sent one final e-mail, to tell me when he's gotten over it.
BNRM - Because nothing really matters, nothing will get in the way of what I am going to achieve. Nothing can stop me now. I will succeed.
I'm not going to give up. Not now, and not ever. I know what I want. I will do whatever it takes to have you. I will become your princess.
But if he's alright and just being an asshole, or some other equally stupid reason, I'll feel even worse for being so worried over him.
I'm worried about him, cause he hasn't been online or answering his phone/texts, could something have happened to him...
He's been ignoring me for a week, and though it really hurts, the numbing feeling is combing over it all. Now all I ask is why and what now?
I want to talk to him, I want to see him. But he pissed me off, he made me cry, and he doesn't care. So I'm ignoring him, and only I'm hurt.