That's not it, Denia. ( Brows crease. A frown. )
I kinda know what it feels like. To think that you have no place in the world, that everything you do's ultimately pointless. Nihilism is like a black hole in the center of your heart, threatening to devour everything you are -
Do I really come off as that distant. . . ? ๐ง
( She asked with genuine self-consciousness, yet the hint of comical relief to lighten the mood was there all the same. )
Denia, you have so much to live for, so many things you've yet to experience.
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/ it's 12am but also rivals s9 goes up tomorrow so maybe I'll do story maybe I'll disappear into the sea of butterflies
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You sure you don't wanna think that through? 10's a pretty high number. What if it's too much for you to handle?
( She could hardly help the tease. The whole situation was pleasantly amusing. )
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( The bizarre mixture of emotions she felt right now were ones very few people managed to get out of her. That smile was everything to her. That's precisely why. )
Aemeath. . . I spent so long blaming myself for what happened to you. Even now, I still do.
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( Instead of verbally responding, her embrace on the girl was tightened, reinforced. Airy sigh escapes, barely keeping anything other than the emittance of said air at bay. )
. . . I don't know. I just felt like . . . ( Breath hitched, just enough for it to be noticeable.
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/ "Rover, do you have any experience dealing with children" proceeds to nod enthusiastically before Lucilla can even finish talking. sorry that got me ๐ญ



















