𝑳𝑼𝑳𝑶𝒁 .

im sending a tactical nuke to elons location for this update

Pathetic, isn't it-? I'm crying and I don't even know why.

But I am always feeding them the ugliest parts of me.

When I go hungry, I will eat my little ones.

That stings.

..Zara. I'm not an object under your possession.

She'll wanna show me off to all her friends.

All she does is ignore and belittle me.. I'm trying my best, why can't she see that?

I'm alive, not because of you. But because I kept myself alive.

..I can't sit around and hope it'll get better. There may be nothing left, but I refuse to let that destroy me.

I don't know where I'd be without you.

But I'm so... tired, of everything.

'Mera, I've got to get up eventually..

Come ooonn, we all know I'M the best guard around!

I love you so, so much. It'd kill me thousands of times over if I had to watch you get hurt.

Isn't the best choice here, for me to surrender my life, so you can live out in peace? Without her bothering you?

Sometimes I can still make out who they are even in their infected states.

I refuse to pray to the mighty who left us here to die.

I'm so stupid. I let my guard down, I let myself be happy, and I paid for it.

I missed you, I missed you so much it hurt.

I promise, it'll get easier.. for you, for us.